A lot has happened over these months and years. Firstly, I have hardly drawn any holiday-related works at all LOL,

because I was sleeping or was with... um, whatever it is, and for all these months and then, having received a special education, having managed to be doxxed in a month and seeing how a Discord server with 3 thousand people in which I was not a third-rate character was deleted thanks to close acquaintances, the funniest thing about the server was that it was an MGE TF2 server or something like that.

It's a pity that that server had a lot of my works on it that I didn't publish on NG because I considered them unsuitable for the public, but I also didn't save them, since I reinstalled Windows many times and they were simply deleted, and I didn't care about them, since they were on that Discord server, which, as I thought, would not be deleted due to the large number of participants.

Even though the works were average, they were still in my heart because I tried hard on them, because of this I burned out and drew much less often, and now it’s basically the same.

For some reason my friends decided that I was fucking good at drawing and asked me to help them with this, I'll be honest, there were a lot of people like them from my surroundings, and mostly, so to speak, "students" either didn't listen to me, or I didn't explain things well, since I generally don't use drawing guides, but draw the way I think is best.

When I draw, I see some works with their help as a reference or something just comes to mind like, or maybe I should do this, or maybe I should make the sketches sharp and so on, which is why the works are always different and also because of the chaotic nature of drawing, I usually draw after a week (I think I talked about this) and I just forget every time how to do this or that, like something like a new experience for me.

Sooo..... yeah although it's late because the NG wasn't working, and now after like 2-3 weeks it's working, for some reason I'm glad to wish you a HAPPY NEW YEAR xDDDDDD, I just wanted to write down what emotions have accumulated over the past year, even the year before last I thought that I would completely abandon drawing, but as you can see, no, and I'm very happy about this, of course, maybe because I'm from another country or something like that, I'm surprised by what happens in America every day and I'm glad for the upcoming update in Terraria, also my friends and I almost completed DST, which is very surprising, I've never even killed a shadowweaver, let alone when we killed the lunar champion and just a shadowweaver :), and the best part is that we started with two of us, as I am a person who has never visited caves and the second one is a complete newbie who only had 4 hours in game, of course one friend joined us, but due to a PC breakdown she couldn't play for a long time about 200 game days and the two of us have been able to accomplish a lot, probably the single most joyful thing that has happened so far in this new year 2026